actions
I attempt to live right, do the right thing . . . in general keep standards that are in check with my very core nature; the goodness God has placed there.
But today I allowed some actions and words loose before thinking and I regret them fully. I do that, a lot actually, but today was a bit aggressive and not like me . . . so I almost feel like I’m still in shock with my own actions. It was nothing horrendous . . . don’t read into it more than what I’m stating . . . just worse than I want to lay claim to.
Usually stuff like that is just a red light in life to take time out and spend some quality time in the presence of God. Usually over-due. So, thats where I’m headed . . . to get stuff right. I had to finish the project I started for Kelli and now I’m off this blood-sucking machine.
I am a truly blessed individual . . . I don’t know why I doubt that at times . . . but I am!! God help me! I think I want a bumper sticker that says ‘pride sucks’.
God Bless!

me and the Sam. 2007





